Ever Wong and Dan
Loveboat, TaipeiEver Wong and Dan are linked by Ever’s first real crush and her earliest intimate experience, a brief adolescent relationship cut short when Ever’s parents drove Dan away. His later return as Megan’s boyfriend reopens the memory without reviving the romance: Ever feels envy and embarrassment, but makes herself treat Dan as a friend and protects her bond with Megan. Their history gives concrete form to the way family authority enters Ever’s private life and leaves an emotional residue long after the relationship itself has ended.
First Crush and First Kiss
Ever’s memories of Dan begin in eleventh-grade chemistry, where he sat behind her and was the only senior in the class. Another student, Will Matthews, called him an idiot, but Ever’s experience of him was more specific: Dan struggled with solubility calculations and asked her for help. They lent each other pencils and partnered in laboratory work, trying to decipher the teacher’s hard-to-read writing on the blackboard. What begins as practical cooperation becomes flirtation. Ever remembers dancing with excitement into the eyewash station when Dan asked for help, and inviting him to her home.
Dan came to the Wong house on two more Tuesdays. He was not generally unintelligent: he excelled in world history, while calculations were simply difficult for him. Ever recalls smiling too much and laughing when he used her pen to connect the freckles on his arm. The small, playful gesture leads to a first kiss behind the backyard shed. Dan takes hold of her waist, and they are together for only five minutes before Ever’s mother discovers them. Ever’s mother rages at them and swats at both; Dan runs down the driveway. The relationship’s beginning and ending are compressed into that brief encounter, with Ever’s parents’ disapproval immediately overriding the young couple’s own choices.
The Separation and Its Afterlife
The next day, Ever goes to find Dan in class, desperate to explain. He is emptying his desk behind her and tells her he cannot get in the middle of the conflict with her parents. Before she can respond, he moves to a seat at the back; afterward, he leaves class before she can catch him. As days turn into weeks, Ever loses the courage to speak to him. Their contact dwindles to a pencil lent when she asks, never again one borrowed from her. Dan’s later relationship with Megan becomes the reason Ever remains close enough to him to congratulate him at graduation.
The memory does not vanish when the romance ends. Ever recalls Dan’s hands on her hips and his tongue pressing against her lips, describing him as the person who taught her what she knew about kissing beyond the practice she and Megan had tried with oranges in middle school. The recollection links a formative intimacy to parental intervention: after Ever’s parents send Dan away, she is left with both the physical memory of the kiss and the knowledge that her own attempt to explain herself did not restore the relationship.
Dan’s Return and Ever’s Choice
Dan reappears after more than six months apart from Megan, following his freshman year at Rice. He steps out of his car and sweeps Megan into a hungry kiss. Though their kiss lasts only three seconds, Ever experiences it as an eternity; she scuffs the ground with her foot as familiar envy tightens around her heart. Dan’s strawberry-blond hair is longer than at his farewell party, but his chipped-tooth grin is unchanged. When his hazel eyes meet hers, the scene behind the shed rushes back, and Ever feels exposed in her leotard.
Megan recognizes the past that complicates the reunion. She knows about the kiss and understands it belongs to the past, yet her happiness with Dan makes her feel guilty toward Ever. After their strenuous workout, Megan wraps her arms around Ever; her hair still smells of rosemary. She asks, through the closeness of the embrace, whether Ever is all right, and proposes they resume practice the next day and work toward a dance scholarship. Ever squeezes her back and says thanks rather than making Megan responsible for her pain.
Ever then makes herself hug Dan too, trying to treat him as just another friend. The effort does not erase the old attraction or the sting of seeing him with Megan; it marks a deliberate choice about how to act in the present. She keeps her friendship with Megan and meets Dan’s return with a gesture of welcome, even while the past remains vivid.
Significance in Ever’s Story
The relationship’s central pattern is a contrast between Ever’s private desire and the authority exercised by her parents. Her first intimacy with Dan is not ended by a mutual decision: her mother’s furious intervention sends him away, while Dan’s refusal to become involved in the family conflict closes off Ever’s chance to explain. The abruptness matters. Ever’s later memory retains the shed, the brief five-minute encounter, and the way Dan slips out of her reach at school, making parental control feel consequential not as an abstract rule but as a lost relationship.
Dan’s return also makes the past part of a present friendship triangle rather than an isolated youthful episode. Ever’s envy is bodily and immediate, but so is Megan’s care: she embraces Ever, acknowledges the history without asking her to deny it, and turns toward their shared dance ambition. Ever answers by returning the embrace and offering Dan one of her own. The relationship therefore ends not in renewed romance but in a small act of accommodation—an effort to hold affection for her friend alongside the memory of a first love she never got to resolve on her own terms.