The Chairman takes Sayuri as his danna
Memoirs of a GeishaThe Chairman takes Sayuri as his danna after deciding that Nobu has relinquished his claim on her; the choice fulfills the longing that had shaped Sayuri’s life, while drawing her away from the community and work that had become her own. In retrospect, she remembers the moment as both rescue and turning point: the end of years of struggle, but also the beginning of a contentment that could not erase what she had to leave behind.
The Chairman’s decision
Sayuri questions why the Chairman has kissed her after speaking of her as a gift to Nobu. He answers that Nobu gave her up and that he has taken nothing from him. He explains that seeing Sayuri with the Minister recalled the desperate expression he had noticed on her as a child by the Shirakawa Stream. After Pumpkin told him the encounter had been meant for Nobu to see, the Chairman decided to tell Nobu what he had witnessed. Nobu’s angry reaction convinced him that a man unable to forgive Sayuri was not truly her destiny.
The Chairman’s explanation changes the meaning of Sayuri’s earlier plan. She had arranged the encounter with the Minister in the hope that Nobu would see it, and the result was a rupture rather than the reconciliation she may have wanted. The Chairman reads that rupture as permission to act: in his account, he is not depriving Nobu of Sayuri but accepting what Nobu has surrendered.
Rescue and intimacy
Sayuri understands the Chairman’s intervention through a childhood memory from Yoroido. A boy named Gisuke had climbed too high in a tree to jump into a shallow pond, with rocks beneath him. When he lost his grip, his father, Mr. Yamashita, caught him. Looking back, Sayuri recognizes her own feeling in the boy’s astonished relief: she had been falling toward danger, and the Chairman had stepped forward to catch her.
The rescue is rendered not as a formal declaration but through physical closeness. Overcome by relief, Sayuri cannot wipe away the tears at the corners of her eyes. The Chairman gathers her in his arms and kisses the exposed skin at the edge of her kimono, his urgency making the encounter at once intimate and consuming. The moment also recalls an earlier image of a maid hiding a ripe pear at the kitchen sink, its juice running down her neck: an association that connects appetite and secrecy to the bodily immediacy of the scene.
Becoming his danna
The Chairman’s negotiations with Mother to become Sayuri’s danna take several months. Once they reach an agreement, Sayuri’s life softens into a contentment she had not known before. She describes the change as a tree’s roots finally breaking into rich, wet soil. Only after living in that state for a long while can she fully acknowledge how desolate her earlier life had been; in her retrospective account, pain becomes speakable only when it is no longer being endured.
A sake ceremony at the Ichiriki Teahouse gives the new relationship a striking image. Wearing a black kimono with five crests and a gold-and-red dragon woven around its hem, Sayuri spills a drop of sake from the smallest of the three cups. The drop rolls down the silk of her thigh and stops at the silver threads of the dragon’s teeth. Though other geisha might read the spill as a bad omen, Sayuri sees in it an image of a life carried without control through a path it could not choose, yet somehow brought to this resting place. It recalls the petals she once cast into the Kamo River shallows outside Mr. Arashino’s workshop, hoping they might reach the Chairman.
Withdrawal from Gion
Becoming the Chairman’s mistress does not deliver the complete life Sayuri had imagined since girlhood. The Chairman is already married and will not marry her. He wants her out of Gion so that Nobu will not see her, but Mother will not allow Sayuri to leave the Nitta household: if she ceased to belong to it, the okiya would lose the revenue from her relationship with the Chairman. The solution is a substantial monthly payment to the okiya in exchange for permission for Sayuri to end her geisha career.
Sayuri remains living in the okiya, but her working life ends. She no longer attends school in the mornings, makes the customary rounds of Gion on special occasions, or entertains in the evenings. The arrangement leaves her in an in-between position: no longer a working geisha, yet neither a wife nor someone who has set up an independent teahouse or inn. The Chairman’s protection and support thus depend on a separation from the district that had been both her ambition and her social world.
That separation costs more than professional status. Sayuri had developed close friendships with geisha and with many of the men she had met through her work. She is not barred from women’s company after she stops entertaining, but those who earn their living in Gion have little time to socialize. Watching two geisha hurry to another engagement, laughing about the last one, she envies not the uncertainty of their lives but the promise of an evening that might still hold some mischievous pleasure. The relationship grants her the security she once sought, while making the freedom, friendships, and anticipation of her former life newly visible.