The Dictator’s Journey from Confidence to Fear
My Tender MatadorThis flow traces Augusto Pinochet’s self-assurance, private anxieties, and bodily terror before and after the ambush.
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Bearing strength in each event
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A Safe Mountain Retreat

The Ruler at Leisure
A Private Sanctuary
Augusto Pinochet retreats to the countryside while protests and political unrest continue in Santiago. He imagines the valley as a place where order and his authority can remain undisturbed.
The View from Power
His ease depends on armed protection and a belief that the opposition cannot seriously threaten him. That confidence makes him dismissive of the people whose resistance is growing beyond his control.
The Photograph That Accuses

A Moment of Recognition
A Roadside Couple
Augusto Pinochet recalls seeing the Queen and Carlos on the road and first remembers them as a young couple taking a photograph. Only afterward does he identify the Queen as a queer person and react with disgust.
Prejudice as Policy
He resolves to alert local authorities, treating visible queer life as a threat to public order. His reaction reveals how personal contempt and political power reinforce one another.
The Attack on the Road

The Convoy Under Fire
Confidence Shattered
Augusto Pinochet insists on taking the familiar route despite security concerns. A blocked road and gunfire turn his controlled journey into a sudden assault.
The Body of Fear
He crouches on the floor of the Mercedes-Benz, stammering and panicking while the convoy is struck. His vulnerability is physical and immediate, sharply contradicting the public image of an untouchable ruler.
A Narrow Escape

Survival Without Control
The Driver’s Escape
The chauffeur reverses through the damaged convoy and gets Augusto Pinochet away from the attackers. Several guards are killed, but the Front’s members escape.
The Aftershock
Pinochet survives without injury, yet the attack leaves him frightened and dependent on those around him. His survival does not restore the effortless certainty he had displayed before the gunfire.
Fear in the Presidential Residence

A Ruler Haunted
Nightmares Return
At the coastal residence, Pinochet remains shaken and relives the attack in dreams of explosions and helplessness. His wife’s presence and medication help steady him, but cannot erase the fear.
Public Mythmaking
Lucy describes the shattered car as evidence of a miracle and tells journalists that the Virgin saved the president. Her public account transforms his private panic into a story of providential protection.
A weekend in spring 1986, before the attack
During the return drive before the ambush
September 11, 1986, on Achupallas grade
Minutes after the ambush, September 11, 1986
That evening, after the convoy reaches the coast