“’86 is the year!”
My Tender Matador“’86 is the year!” is a recurring expression of hope that political change will come in 1986. First heard amid neighborhood conversation about demonstrations and opposition to the government, it gathers force against a sequence of arrests, official warnings, military searches, and flight from Santiago. The phrase’s movement from public optimism to private crisis shows how political expectations enter ordinary life—and how little control ordinary people have over the outcome they anticipate.
A slogan in neighborhood life
The expression belongs to the daily soundscape of the Queen of the Corner’s lower-class Santiago neighborhood. At the grocery store, residents exchange opinions about the political situation, the latest demonstration, opposition statements, and threats from the dictator. In that mix of commentary, “’86 is the year!” voices a shared expectation that the government will not endure past 1986. The phrase is linked to a call for people to take to the streets, so its optimism is inseparable from the prospect of collective action.
This political talk unfolds alongside the material details of neighborhood life: unemployment and reliance on credit for basic provisions. The grocery store functions as a gathering point where public events are interpreted through conversation. The slogan is not presented as a formal political program; it is a compact expression of popular anticipation, repeated in the company of people discussing what they might do together.
From listening to speaking
The Queen’s connection to politics develops through encounters with other people’s experiences. While embroidering sheets for wealthy employers, she listens to women searching for news of relatives who have been detained or disappeared. Their grief makes the consequences of state violence personal to her. Later, on a bus, she hears a passenger dismiss protesters and strikers. The Queen initially remains silent, but eventually answers that the government’s account does not match what people see around them: soldiers are everywhere, and explosions and shootings disrupt sleep. Her response marks a change from absorbing political talk to voicing dissent herself.
Her political awareness is also shaped by uncertainty about Carlos. A radio report says that people arrested by special police forces have been handed over to military authorities. She worries that Carlos may be in jail or among the arrested students, then sees him cross the street and feels relief. The broadcast and her personal fear occupy the same moment: national news becomes intimate because it may determine whether someone she loves is safe.
Hope under pressure
The year’s promise coexists with the government’s warnings. After hearing an official communiqué announce that a subversive plan scheduled for September has been uncovered and that measures have been taken to prevent violence, the Queen turns to Radio Cooperativa for news she considers reliable. The official statement does not settle her concerns; it sharpens her desire to know what is happening. In this way, the slogan’s confidence sits beside a widening gap between government pronouncements and the information people seek elsewhere.
The Queen’s own political commitments emerge through both sympathy and anger. After a soldier strikes her, she interprets the assault as part of a broader pattern in which authorities beat, torture, and kill people. She thinks of Carlos and his friends in the Front as opponents who will eventually answer the regime’s violence. At the Plaza de Armas, she encounters women holding photographs of arrested and disappeared family members and demanding justice and information about their whereabouts. The public demand makes the consequences of political repression visible in the same city where the slogan had promised imminent change.
The phrase against the events of 1986
In September 1986, the contrast between anticipated change and immediate danger becomes stark. The army occupies Santiago, roads into and out of the city are closed, and soldiers carry out searches of cars, houses, and neighborhoods. Residents may be made to remain outside through the night, while people can be detained during the searches. The Queen stays awake with a kettle ready in case Carlos or his friends arrive and listens to the radio for updates. The neighborhood’s earlier expectation of a decisive year has given way to the practical work of waiting, listening, and preparing for danger.
As the Queen leaves Santiago, the loss is also personal. She asks whether she can see Carlos once more and makes that hope a condition of agreeing to leave, but the woman arranging her departure says only that they will see what can be done and stresses the urgency of getting her out of her house. Before dawn, the Queen strips her home of traces that might identify her: she burns papers bearing addresses and telephone numbers, cleans the house, and packs her most precious belongings into two bags. Her departure does not resolve the hope expressed in “’86 is the year!”; instead, it exposes the distance between the promise of collective political change and the immediate costs of surviving repression. The expression’s importance lies in that tension: it begins as confident neighborhood speech and remains audible, by implication, against a year marked for the Queen by fear, separation, and forced departure.