Pinochet’s fear and insecurity after the ambush
My Tender MatadorPinochet’s fear and insecurity after the ambush shape a recurring portrait of a ruler whose public authority cannot protect him from private terror. After the attack on his motorcade, fear reappears in a nightmare, in his dependence on reassurance from Lucy, and in his inability to feel safe even at the presidential residence in Viña del Mar. The novel places this personal vulnerability alongside the military power and state repression associated with his rule, making the gap between command and security part of the episode’s central irony.
The Ambush and Its Immediate Effect
During the attack in the Cajón del Maipo, gunfire strikes the motorcade after the lead vehicle swerves to avoid a trailer blocking the road. Pinochet crouches on the floor of the Mercedes-Benz as his chauffeur tries to get him out of the ambush. The guards are caught off guard, and the convoy is left in disarray. The chauffeur reverses through the damaged vehicles and turns the car around, escaping with Pinochet; the scene presents his survival as dependent on the driver’s actions rather than on the composure or control expected of a dictator.
Afterward, Pinochet remains shaken. The narration describes him trembling and unable to bring himself to rise from the floor of the car. His fear is not confined to the moment of attack: it returns as a bodily and emotional reaction that interrupts the image of the commanding leader. The ambush makes the vulnerability behind that image visible, but the novel does not suggest that his personal fear changes the regime’s coercive power.
Fear Recast as a Nightmare
A later nightmare translates the ambush’s threat into an image of helplessness. Asleep on a terrace, Pinochet imagines condors—or perhaps eagles—descending from the mountains. Their circling flight narrows the dream’s focus until he sees himself reflected in their eyes, small and alone below them. In the dream, the birds become attackers, and his attempt to call for help fails. He wakes surrounded by bodyguards, while his secretary fans him with a Spanish newspaper and tells him that he has had a nightmare.
The scene makes fear recur in altered form rather than treating it as a response that ends when the attack is over. The armed assailants of the road are replaced by threatening birds, and the exposed motorcade gives way to the apparently sheltered terrace. Yet the sense of being watched and vulnerable persists. The dream’s imagery also reverses the usual relation between ruler and subject: the man accustomed to command appears small, isolated, and in need of protection.
Public Anger and Private Insecurity
Pinochet’s reaction to a newspaper photograph further reveals how the attack has unsettled him. His secretary brings him a Spanish newspaper containing a photograph in which dark glasses make him look like a prisoner. Pinochet angrily condemns those responsible and says that his opponents should have been crushed in 1973. He strikes the terrace table, scattering the hummingbirds in the garden, then refuses lunch and orders the secretary to leave him alone. The episode links his wounded public image to anger, while the abrupt retreat from the day’s routine shows how little reassurance the trappings of authority provide.
His childhood recollections offer a separate, earlier context for the novel’s treatment of his militarized persona. A room filled with toy chariots, trucks, jeeps, armored tanks, and miniature armies is presented as a childhood world organized around battle. The narrator describes the toys as inspiring fantasies of massacre. This memory does not explain away his later political actions, but it places the adult ruler’s military identity beside an early imaginative attachment to miniature armies, sharpening the contrast between play and the real consequences of power.
Lucy, Omens, and the Search for Reassurance
In the aftermath, Lucy tells journalists that the Virgin saved her husband. She points to the pattern of bullets in the shattered windows of the Mercedes-Benz and claims to see an image of the Virgin Mary holding a child. When a Radio Cooperativa correspondent asks which virgin, Lucy identifies the Virgin of Carmen, patron saint of the army, and says the damaged vehicle should be exhibited publicly so people can give thanks. Her interpretation turns the wrecked car into a religious sign and a public account of survival.
Pinochet hears the press conference from his bedroom and remains so frightened that he does not want to close his eyes. He recalls that Lucy had mentioned ominous signs in Gonzalo’s tarot cards and decides that he should listen to her from then on; he even considers appointing Gonzalo to a government advisory position. The turn is revealing: someone who occupies the summit of state power becomes receptive to private prophecy after an experience he could not control. Lucy’s confidence in the omen and Pinochet’s new willingness to heed it offer contrasting responses to the same danger, while both show how the attack enters the household as well as the political sphere.
Safety That Does Not Hold
Later, at the presidential residence in Viña del Mar, Pinochet takes comfort in believing himself protected. His back remains stiff from the memory of the attack, but the blue sky and the setting’s apparent security allow him to relax. He thinks that no terrorist can reach him in the hilltop residence unless attackers arrive by air. The qualification undercuts his confidence even as he tries to reassure himself: safety is framed not as certainty but as a list of possible vulnerabilities.
When a helicopter arrives, Pinochet wakes in alarm and cries out that he is being killed. Lucy explains that it is Admiral Urrutia, who has come to visit; because there is no helipad, she has told him to land in the garden. The ordinary arrival is enough to renew Pinochet’s fear. The episode closes the pattern begun by the ambush: danger has passed, but the expectation of danger remains, resurfacing in sleep and in response to a routine sound.
The novel’s portrait depends on this contrast between an individual ruler’s insecurity and the machinery of a dictatorship that continues to subject others to force. His nightmares and need for reassurance are not presented as equivalents to the fear experienced by Santiago’s residents during the post-ambush searches. Instead, the juxtaposition makes visible the unequal distribution of vulnerability: the ruler fears for his own safety while the state’s forces occupy the city and search homes. Personal terror punctures the dictator’s image of mastery, but it does not erase the power he commands.

