The Narrator’s Narrowed Life
Simple PassionTraces how the narrator’s identity and habits contract around A, then begin to loosen as the affair becomes memory.
increasing
Bearing strength in each event
decreasing
Instinctive Routine

Instinctive Routine
Ordinary Actions
The narrator shops, works, and meets people much as before.
She recognizes that these actions happen without deliberate thought.
A Singular Exception
Planning around A is where will, desire, and intelligence concentrate.
Her conscious life increasingly belongs to the affair.
Social Concealment

Social Concealment
Held Back Words
The narrator avoids announcing her passionate relationship in ordinary company.
She fears that others would treat such a confession as evidence of abnormality.
Partial Disclosure
Even shared confidences with other women feel inadequate afterward.
Speaking about the affair seems to diminish its private intensity.
A Mother’s Private Life

A Mother’s Private Life
Practical Arrangements
Her sons must ask before visiting and leave when A is expected.
The narrator manages these arrangements while wanting to keep them separate from her affair.
Unshared Sexuality
She reflects that children and parents struggle to accept one another’s sexuality.
Her private desire places her beyond the role her children may expect.
Grief in the Body

Grief in the Body
Physical Pain
The narrator wakes at night feeling that her whole body aches.
She imagines death as an escape from a pain she cannot locate.
Effortful Functioning
During the day, dressing and applying makeup require resolve.
Small acts become ways to avoid collapsing into idleness.
A Wider World Again

A Wider World Again
Intermittent Relief
The narrator sometimes wakes without immediately thinking of A.
The possibility of friends, films, and meals becomes less frightening.
Memory Changes Scale
Details of A still surface, but the world begins to signify independently.
The passion weakens from a continuous condition into a changing memory.
from the previous September
during the affair
during the visits from her sons
the first weeks after A’s departure
the April after A’s departure