Her father says Giovanna is growing into Vittoria’s face
The Lying Life of AdultsHer father says Giovanna is growing into Vittoria’s face at a moment when school trouble and a charged family silence converge. The comparison is not offered to Giovanna directly: she overhears it through a door her parents believe is shut. Its force comes from what the family has made Vittoria’s name mean. For Giovanna, the remark transforms resemblance into a threat and prompts her to go and see her aunt for herself.
Background: School Trouble and Family Silence
Until recently, Giovanna had done well in school. In the previous two months, however, her performance had worsened, and her parents regarded academic success as important. Her mother was especially alarmed by the first poor grades. Giovanna studied until exhaustion, but the results remained disappointing; after speaking with her teachers, her mother returned unhappy. The mathematics teacher was most dissatisfied, though she believed Giovanna could do better if she wanted to.
That evening, Giovanna’s mother explained the teachers’ complaints to her father and suggested early adolescence as an explanation. He cut her off. His response came in a tone he did not use with Giovanna, slipping into dialect, which was forbidden in their household. The breach in language and manner marked the words as belonging to a harsher version of her father, one she had heard emerge during arguments with adults but not in their affectionate family life.
The Overheard Comparison
The decisive remark is brief: “Adolescence has nothing to do with it: she’s getting the face of Vittoria.” Giovanna was twelve. Her parents thought her bedroom door was closed, as she usually kept it, but someone had left it open. She heard her father’s voice, muffled as he tried to keep it low, and understood that he was comparing her not simply to an aunt but to a woman her family had cast as a source of ugliness and spite.
The statement does not explicitly call Giovanna ugly. Its effect is more intimate and destabilizing because her father had taught her to believe he adored all of her and that she was pretty. She had begun menstruating nearly a year earlier; her breasts embarrassed her, she feared that she smelled bad and washed constantly, and she went to bed and woke feeling lethargic. At a time when her body already felt unfamiliar, the comparison seemed to undo the assurance on which her sense of herself rested.
Giovanna waits for her mother to reject the comparison forcefully. Instead, her mother gives only a weak denial. Giovanna shuts the door and weeps alone. When her father later comes to say dinner is ready, he uses his familiar, pleasant voice; the return to tenderness does not erase what she has heard. At the table, she looks down at her plate while her parents offer suggestions for improving her grades, unable to tell whether their displeasure concerns school or a deeper anxiety about her.
Vittoria as a Family-Built Threat
Before this night, Giovanna knew little about Vittoria and had seen her only a few times. What stayed with her was not a clear memory of the aunt herself, but the fear and revulsion her parents expressed around her. Her father spoke of Vittoria obscurely, as if she practiced shameful rites that contaminated herself and others. Her mother generally did not mention her and sometimes tried to silence her husband, as though Vittoria might hear from wherever she was and suddenly come to the family’s apartment.
The image attached to Vittoria is therefore assembled from adult dread rather than personal knowledge. Giovanna imagines her as a lean, demonic figure lurking in the corners of houses after dark, while the family name becomes something monstrous that can taint whoever touches it. She senses that a history of wrongs done and suffered lies behind the tension, but has not been included in the family’s account of it. Her father’s comparison makes that withheld history feel as though it has entered her own body.
Consequence: Seeking the Face for Herself
Giovanna spends the night in despair, turning over why her father spoke and why her mother did not contradict him more strongly. She wonders whether the remark came from temporary irritation over her grades or from an anxiety that had existed for years, and whether her father’s sharp gaze had detected a damaged future she herself could not see. The uncertainty is inseparable from her dependence on his affection: if his comparison is true, she fears that the love and beauty he had assured her of may no longer belong to her.
By morning, she has reached a decision: if she is to save herself, she must go and find out what Vittoria’s face is really like. The overheard sentence thus acts not as a settled explanation of Giovanna’s appearance, but as the immediate cause of a search. Its force lies in the gap between the aunt Giovanna has actually encountered and the frightening figure her parents’ silence has produced; she must confront that gap in person.
Narrative Significance
The scene joins bodily change, school failure, and family secrecy without allowing any one of them to explain the others. Giovanna’s grades have worsened just as adolescence makes her newly self-conscious, while her father interprets the change through resemblance to a relative the family has taught her to fear. His words make a face into an inheritance and a family judgment into a private crisis.
The doorway is crucial: Giovanna is not addressed, yet overhearing places her inside a conversation that her parents have not meant her to hear. The contrast between the father’s uncontrolled, dialect-marked remark and his gentle voice at dinner leaves the child with no stable reading of what he believes. Instead of resolving the family’s unspoken history, the comparison sends Giovanna toward Vittoria, turning inherited fear into a question she must try to answer herself.