Malarich Christmas returned home and left again
Angela's AshesMalachy's Christmas return and departure is a brief homecoming that exposes the widening distance between the promises he brings from England and the material reality facing Angela McCourt and the children. He returns claiming that he is a new man, but arrives without the money or gifts the family needs; after a Christmas dinner sustained by charitable aid, he leaves again for London. The episode turns a hoped-for reunion into another abandonment, making the children’s expectations part of the cost of his repeated departures.
Causes and Background
Before this return, Malachy had left for work in Coventry, promising that the family would benefit from his employment. The children initially imagined that his wages would bring plentiful food and small pleasures. A money order for three pounds did arrive, briefly supporting hopes of fish and chips, sweets, and visits to the cinema, but no further remittances followed. Angela again had to seek assistance, while the household continued to live with scarcity.
A letter then announced that Malachy would come home two days before Christmas. He described himself as a new man and said he would bring something for the children. Angela and Frank went to meet him at the station, waiting late into the night; the promised return had become an occasion around which the family organized its hopes. The long wait and the children’s anticipation make the failure that follows more than a missed payment: it is the collapse of a renewed promise of change.
The Return and Its Gifts
The next day Malachy entered the house with his upper teeth missing and a bruise beneath his left eye. He attributed the missing teeth to the rough Irish Sea, while Angela questioned whether drink or a fight had been involved. When the children asked about the promised presents, he produced a box of chocolates from his suitcase. Half the chocolates were already gone. Angela nevertheless set the box aside for Christmas dinner, preserving what remained as a treat for the family rather than allowing the disappointing gift to end the celebration immediately.
The question of money made the failure unmistakable. Malachy said that times were hard and jobs scarce; Angela challenged this explanation, pointing out that wartime England had work available, and accused him of drinking the money. The children repeated the accusation, until their shouting made the youngest child cry. Malachy asked them to respect their father, then put on his cap and said that he had to see a man. Angela warned him not to return drunk, but he came back intoxicated and quiet, and passed out beside her bed.
Christmas Day and Departure
The family’s Christmas dinner depended on a food voucher Angela had obtained from the Society of Saint Vincent de Paul. They ate sheep’s head, cabbage, white potatoes, and cider. Malachy initially said he was not hungry and would have tea; then he ate the sheep’s eyes, saying they were nourishing. The small meal and the partly consumed chocolates contrast with the abundance the children had imagined when they heard that their father was coming home with gifts.
After dinner Malachy went upstairs for his suitcase. When Angela asked where he was going, he answered that he was returning to London. He argued that Christmas was a good day to travel because motorists might give a working man a lift to Dublin, and said he could board the boat to Holyhead as he had before, without money. Before leaving, he kissed each child on the forehead, told them to obey their mother and say their prayers, and promised Angela that he would write. Her response recalled that he had made the same promise before.
The remaining chocolates briefly become the scene’s counterpoint to the departure. Angela shared them among the children; Frank received one with a nut, while his brothers complained that he was favored. Angela noted that this was the first box of chocolates they had ever had. Malachy watched them eat, lifted the latch, and went out, pulling the door shut behind him. The gift is both a small pleasure and an emblem of the limits of his return: what he leaves is partial, while the family’s need remains.
Consequences and Significance
Malachy’s departure leaves Angela and the children to continue without dependable wages or remittances. It also repeats a pattern already established: his absence prompts hope that money will arrive, but the household cannot rely on that hope. The earlier three-pound order had briefly made the family imagine a different life; the silence that followed had brought them back to relief-seeking and deprivation. His Christmas visit does not resolve that insecurity, and his promise to write carries little assurance because it echoes an earlier unfulfilled promise.
The episode places migration’s economic promise beside its household consequences. Malachy’s move to England was presented as a route to work and support, yet the return yields no money for the family and ends in another separation. The children’s expectation of presents, the charitable voucher that makes dinner possible, and the chocolate box with half its contents missing show how the cost of unreliable provision is measured in ordinary necessities and small hoped-for comforts. The closing door gives the departure its finality: the family has had a brief reunion, but not the stable return they were waiting for.