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Catholic Church

Longing

The Catholic Church in this account is both a community of worship and a powerful institution: a home for liturgy, spiritual learning, and service, but also a structure whose officials could provoke suspicion or restrict religious expression. The book does not offer a general history of the Church. Instead, it traces how particular people encountered Catholic faith, practiced it, challenged its authorities, or found that their spiritual commitments exceeded institutional boundaries.

Faith, Institution, and the Limits of Belonging

Simone Weil’s relation to Catholicism makes the distinction between faith and formal membership especially clear. Although she had not been baptized at the time described, she loved God, Jesus Christ, Catholic teaching, the saints, and the Church’s liturgy, hymns, architecture, rites, and ceremonies. Her attachment was not a simple rejection of the institution: Catholic tradition was a deep source of spiritual meaning for her. Yet she believed that God did not want her inside the Church, and understood her resistance to joining as itself possibly part of God’s action in her life.

Weil feared that the Church would impose intellectual restrictions, including limits on what she should believe and read. Her sense of being an exile, unable to fit into any human circle, reinforced her determination to remain outside institutional membership. Thomas Merton described her as preferring the margin to the center of an officially approved and censored page. The account presents this distance not as an absence of faith, but as a way Weil protected a deep encounter with Christ from constraints she could not accept. Her social commitment and faith remained closely joined, and her identification with suffering and poor people expressed what she understood as an imitation of Christ.

Dorothy Day’s path offers a different outcome. Her religious stirrings accumulated over years, shaped by encounters with suffering, prison, friends’ example, prayer, and motherhood. When her daughter Tamar was baptized in July 1927, Day was drawn toward the Church herself and received baptism that December. She knew this would end her relationship with Forster Batterham, who opposed religion; the separation was painful, but she considered her decision worth its cost. Day understood the Church, as an immigrant church, as a church of poor people, and wanted to join others in loving and praising God. Her conversion did not erase her radical social commitments; it gave them a Catholic setting and a religious language.

Worship and Everyday Practice

The Church’s importance in the book is also practical. Day attended Mass daily, prayed the Psalms, and read theologians. These routines sustained her even while bishops and other Church officials viewed her with suspicion over her pacifism, her demands for social justice, and her criticism of capitalism. For her, Catholic practice did not end at the church door: she believed Christ was present in people who were hungry, homeless, sick, imprisoned, or otherwise in need. Caring for them was a religious obligation, not a substitute for faith.

That understanding shaped Day and Peter Maurin’s work. They began a monthly newspaper, The Catholic Worker, to advance social action grounded in Catholic teaching. Its first issue appeared on May 1, 1933, addressing unemployment, trade unions, cooperatives, exploitation, child labor, and a local strike. The paper avoided political partisanship. Day and Maurin also established Houses of Hospitality, where people could receive food and shelter. Their movement sought broad social change, but insisted on a pacifist approach rather than violence or force. In this account, Catholic identity is made visible through public writing, hospitality, and a sustained response to material need.

The book also emphasizes less public forms of religious discipline. On a visit to the Abbey of Gethsemani, a monk advised a student seeking a deeper prayer life to pray the Psalms. The author adopted this as a steady practice. More broadly, prayer, meditation, study, silence, fasting, and worship with others are described as recurring elements in the mystics’ lives. They are not presented as spectacular techniques that guarantee an experience, but as simple, cumulative practices that may make people more receptive to God. The account’s emphasis falls on a religion lived over time, through repeated habits as well as formal worship.

Authority, Recognition, and Prophetic Voice

Hildegard of Bingen illustrates the Church’s simultaneous capacity to limit and recognize religious authority. In the Middle Ages, women writers could face danger if their learning appeared to threaten male authority. Hildegard sometimes emphasized that she was a woman in poor health and without education, a disclaimer shared by medieval women writers concerned about how their intelligence might be received by the Church. Yet she claimed prophetic visions and a mission to teach, preach, interpret the Bible, and proclaim divine justice, particularly where she believed clergy had failed to do so.

Hildegard’s criticism addressed both religious negligence and the entanglement of ecclesiastical and secular power. She opposed the appointment of Church officials by kings and princes and condemned simony, clerical failures, and Church leaders’ subservience to secular authority. Her prophecies warned of judgment against powerful and negligent churchmen. Her work, however, was not simply defined by opposition: she wrote orthodox Catholic theology through imaginative allegory. Pope Eugenius III, encouraged by Bernard of Clairvaux, arranged for a partial version of her Scivias to be examined. The work received approval and papal endorsement at the Synod of Trier in 1148–49. That recognition increased Hildegard’s confidence and security to teach, even as the question of women’s religious authority remained present.

Institutional Friction and the Meaning of Mysticism

The book distinguishes institutional standing from the nature of spiritual experience. Weil’s attachment to Catholicism could remain intense without baptism, while Day’s Catholic practice took the form of daily worship joined to direct service. Hildegard’s visions placed her within a tradition of visionaries, but the account also notes that visions were unusual among many of the mystics it studies. It raises, without resolving, the possibility that her poor health affected her experiences; what it affirms is that her writings used imaginative allegory in the service of orthodox theology.

The Church is therefore neither treated as a uniform antagonist nor portrayed as an uncomplicated refuge. Its officials could be suspicious of Day, while Catholic ritual and belief sustained her; its restrictions could trouble Weil, while Catholic faith remained central to her; and its authorities could scrutinize Hildegard’s work, then endorse it. Set beside the Quaker practice of silent worship—which the book describes as having no sacraments, professional ministry, official doctrine, or creed—Catholic forms appear as a distinct institutional and liturgical setting, though the text does not make a general comparison of the two traditions. Across these different lives, the decisive question is how inherited worship and teaching meet an individual’s conscience, spiritual experience, and obligations to other people.