Colton's economic difficulties and blocked tuition assistance
TemptationColton Davidson’s financial hardship and blocked access to student aid repeatedly threaten his effort to build an independent life and become a veterinarian. The denial rests on an administrative contradiction: although Colton has spent time in foster care and cannot rely on his parents, their income is still counted because they have not legally lost custody. Against that rule, tuition, rent, damaged belongings, and a looming age-out deadline turn education into a question of whether he can afford to keep hoping.
Background and the aid denial
Colton’s financial vulnerability predates the university’s decision. As he approaches eighteen, he knows that turning eighteen and graduating high school will end his stay at Ted House. James explains that Colton’s caseworker needs to see progress toward independent living, while the deadline itself is fixed: after graduation, he will leave. The staff’s support and promises that he will not simply be abandoned do not remove his fear that belonging is temporary or that he will be left without a stable home.
That precarious transition intersects with Colton’s family history. He tells Marcel that he is gay and that things became ugly after his family discovered it. Later, he explains that his parents sent him to Father Benson’s conversion camp rather than lose custody through the child-welfare system. Colton ran away because he feared for his life, lived on the streets, and was eventually sent to Ted House. When his parents declined to take him back, the legal process continued without restoring their relationship. His account gives the aid decision its central irony: the family whose support he cannot count on remains financially present in the system’s calculation.
The university’s financial-aid letter arrives among his bills. Colton understands that aid has been denied because, despite having spent the last year in foster care, he does not qualify as independent while his parents retain legal custody. Their income is considered, and it is too high for the aid he needs. The decision leaves him disoriented; he has not yet worked out an appeal or another route when water begins pouring through his apartment. He saves his laptop, phone, file folder, and backpack, but most of his possessions are lost.
Housing costs and the narrowing choices
The flood compounds the education crisis rather than interrupting it. While the building is gutted and rebuilt, Colton has no rent to pay there, but he also has no home to return to in the meantime and no savings to replace what he has lost. Earning thirteen dollars an hour, he has spent most of his income on rent. His emergency clothes and backpack reflect a practical habit from earlier instability, not a financial cushion large enough to absorb a disaster.
At first, staying with Marcel offers shelter, but Colton does not want dependence to become his only plan. He sees Marcel’s offer as generous while insisting to himself that he cannot treat a temporary arrangement as a permanent answer. He wants to stop accepting a bare-minimum life simply because he began with little, and he wants to solve the crisis without having someone else carry him through it. That determination brings its own pressure: he worries about paying half the rent in Marcel’s more expensive home, considers working doubles or asking Will for extra hours, and knows that the financial-aid deadline has not disappeared with the damaged apartment.
The aid paperwork is waterlogged, but its implications remain legible in Colton’s mind: three tuition payments in three months, with amounts he cannot manage. He imagines that he may have to wait until he is twenty-five, when the state might regard him as independent from his parents, without knowing what his circumstances will be then. The prospect turns a temporary denial into a potentially long delay in education.
The community-college alternative
When Colton investigates community college, a counselor presents a cheaper path: thirty-two hundred dollars for full-time study, payable through a two-hundred-and-fifty-dollar deposit followed by payments just under a thousand dollars a month for three months. The figures are lower than the university’s costs, but they remain beyond his reach. A payment plan makes tuition more structured, not affordable; Colton has never had a thousand dollars in his account free of bills.
The counselor describes two possible alternatives. Colton can appeal the financial-aid decision by submitting documents proving he is not a dependent under his parents’ tax status, or he can take one or two classes at a time to reduce each payment. Neither option is simple for him. He cannot obtain paperwork from his parents, so the appeal seems closed off. Taking fewer classes might let him continue, but even one or two courses would require severe cuts to food and basic utilities, and would stretch the education he wants over years.
The exchange ends in a panic attack. After thanking the counselor and hanging up, Colton becomes physically overwhelmed by the choices and runs outside before he can steady himself. The episode shows the distance between a formally available option and one he can actually use: the system offers routes on paper, but each assumes money, documents, or family access that Colton does not have.
Reconsidering the future
Repeated follow-up calls yield no resolution. Colton calculates that, even if Will increases his hours, his current pay would cover only one class per semester. He is also still liable for his apartment lease and expects utilities and food costs to return when the damaged building is repaired. He distrusts the landlord and anticipates that the residents may bear further costs. Housing uncertainty therefore continues to compete with tuition even while Colton stays with Marcel without paying rent.
Colton also doubts that he can simply solve the income problem by taking another service job. His ADHD makes serving difficult, and although he does reasonably well in Will’s kitchen, he previously struggled on the breakfast line at Julia’s. He does not want to ask Niko for a job that might end in another failure or place his friend in the position of firing him. Other potential favors are limited: Basil has closed his florist shop, and Rowan is not actively practicing law. The obstacle is not a shortage of ideas alone; many apparent supports depend on work arrangements Colton fears he cannot sustain or people whose resources are unavailable.
At the veterinary clinic, caring for animals helps Colton name what is at stake. He finds a litter of four orphaned kits in a box covered by a beach towel, and Viktor invites him to help care for them. With the animals before him, Colton tells Elliot that he wants to become a veterinarian, but cannot afford school. He has been admitted and nevertheless sees the cost, the likely delay, and the demands of a long course of study as reasons he may have to abandon the idea. He also acknowledges that therapy and medication have helped his ADHD, while accepting that his mind will not become what he calls normal.
Elliot answers with a concrete institutional alternative rather than reassurance alone: the clinic offers tuition reimbursement and scholarships, already used by two veterinary technicians. A third technician is leaving for Columbia in three weeks, creating an opening for Colton. The offer connects employment to education and gives him a route that does not depend on his parents supplying documents or money. Colton still wants to pursue school on terms he can manage, but the clinic’s support turns the future from a choice between unaffordable tuition and giving up into a possibility attached to work he wants to do.
Significance
Colton’s predicament exposes the gap between administrative dependency and lived dependence. His parents’ income counts against him even though they refused to take him home, and the records and forms needed to challenge the decision are precisely the things he cannot obtain from them. His time in foster care does not automatically make him financially independent, while the fixed age boundary at Ted House makes time itself another scarce resource.
The novel also keeps the material stakes specific. A thirteen-dollar hourly wage, a rent burden, lost possessions after a flood, a two-hundred-and-fifty-dollar deposit, and payments just under a thousand dollars define what educational access costs in Colton’s circumstances. His wish to manage without rescue is real, but the eventual opening comes through other people and an organized benefit at the clinic. The resolution does not make his earlier barriers imaginary; it shows how a viable path depends on support that meets the actual financial and employment conditions he faces.