Hortensius
LongingHortensius is a lost work by Cicero whose importance in the account rests on its effect on Augustine: it redirected his ambitions toward the pursuit of truth and began, without completing, his return to God. Its disappearance makes Augustine’s writings the surviving medium through which the book and its influence are known.
The Work and Its Survival
The book identifies Hortensius as a work by Cicero and notes that the work itself no longer exists. Its words survive only through quotations in Augustine’s writings. This fragmentary survival gives the account a double focus: Hortensius matters as a book Augustine read, and as a force whose consequences can be traced through the testimony of the reader who preserved quotations from it.
Augustine’s Encounter
Reading Hortensius convinced Augustine that seeking truth was life’s most important pursuit. The encounter changed his values and priorities and initiated a return toward God. The change was gradual, however: God still seemed distant, and Augustine’s first attempt to read the Bible did not draw him in, since he considered it inferior to Cicero’s writings. Hortensius therefore marks a beginning rather than a resolution—a redirection of desire whose spiritual destination Augustine had not yet reached.
Place in the Conversion Narrative
The account presents the reading of Hortensius as one of the important events in Augustine’s life, while distinguishing intellectual reorientation from completed religious commitment. In the book’s wider reflection on Augustine, the narrator describes discovering Christian mysticism through reading Confessions, which supplied answers and deepened an understanding of faith. That later reading frames Augustine as both a historical seeker and a guide for a subsequent reader; Hortensius belongs to the earlier stage of that story, when the search for truth had begun but God remained far away.
