“As the sore palate findeth grit, so an uneasy consciousness heareth innuendoes”
MiddlemarchThe expression “As the sore palate findeth grit, so an uneasy consciousness heareth innuendoes” names a shift in perception: inward unease makes ordinary words feel pointed. Through Lydgate’s response to a Vicar’s teasing remark, the narrator shows how anxiety over being misunderstood can turn social conversation into apparent evidence of accusation.
The image and its meaning
The comparison is physical and precise. A sore palate is unusually sensitive to grit; correspondingly, an uneasy consciousness detects implications in speech that a more settled mind would not notice. The proverb-like phrasing gives this process the air of a general observation rather than an isolated quirk, while its concrete image makes self-consciousness feel almost bodily.
Lydgate hears an innuendo
The next day, the Vicar, Mr. Farebrother, parted from Lydgate in the street and assumed they would meet that evening at the Vincys’ house. Lydgate curtly refused, saying he had work to do and must give up going out in the evening. Farebrother responded with a teasing allusion to Odysseus stopping his ears against the sirens, suggesting that Lydgate was taking precautions against being tempted.
The remark would, only a few days earlier, have seemed to Lydgate merely Farebrother’s customary way of speaking. Now it sounded like confirmation that he had made a fool of himself and behaved so as to be misunderstood. The narrator makes the altered hearing—not any change in Farebrother’s words—the point of the comparison.
Misreading and withdrawal
Lydgate believed that Rosamond herself had taken his conduct as lightly as he intended it; he trusted her tact and insight in matters of manners. He instead regarded the people around her as blunderers and busybodies, capable of misreading what had happened. That distinction did not calm him: he resolved that the supposed mistake would go no further.
He kept his resolution and stopped going to the Vincys’ except on business. The expression thus links inward discomfort to an outward social consequence. Lydgate’s withdrawal is a practical attempt to prevent further misunderstanding, but it is also the result of treating an ordinary joke as an insinuation. The image captures how an uneasy mind can make the very conversation it fears seem to confirm its fears.