Theo's Self-Destruction and RecoveryTheo's battle with addiction, guilt, and suicidal thoughts, and his eventual path to healing.1First Pill in Las VegasEarly in Las Vegas stay2OxyContin and HeroinYears later, in New York3Suicidal Thoughts in AmsterdamChristmas Eve, alone in hotel4Flushing the DrugsChristmas morning5Sobriety and TravelMonths after Amsterdam