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Ellen Ash preserves the letters in Randolph’s grave

Possession

Ellen Ash preserves the letters in Randolph’s grave through a quiet, consequential act of selection: she burns one letter, refuses to read or deliver another, and places the remaining correspondence and intertwined tokens of her marriage in a specimen box intended to accompany Randolph in death. Her choice protects the peace of their last days while also leaving open the possibility that the buried papers may one day restore a truth she will not pursue herself.

The withheld letter and Ellen’s decision

At Randolph’s bedside, Ellen composes letters in her mind rather than sending them. She imagines answering Christabel LaMotte, whose letter she has received, but cannot bring herself to disturb Randolph’s calm or the limited time they still share. The relationship between Randolph and Christabel is not news to Ellen: Randolph had told her about his feelings long before, and the matter had been understood between them and set aside as something past. Yet that earlier knowledge does not make the present encounter painless. Ellen describes their life as one of small kindnesses and unspoken ties, and refuses to surrender that final shared time to a letter from the woman her husband had loved.

The refusal is also a decision not to make the letter part of the couple’s last conversation. Ellen acknowledges the severity of keeping it from Randolph, but holds that his remaining days, and the happiness they contain, belong to her as well. She writes nothing. The imagined answer remains private, as does the conflict that has prompted it: the correspondence offers a possible exchange with Christabel, while its delivery might unsettle the calm Ellen is trying to preserve.

A letter destroyed, another left unread

After Randolph’s death, Ellen burns a letter in a small fire in his attic. She handles the paper cautiously and turns it with a poker until it becomes black flakes. The narrative identifies the destroyed document as carrying implicit accusations, though Ellen does not settle what those accusations mean. She is sure that neither Randolph nor Christabel would have wanted that letter to persist. The destruction is therefore both an act of disposal and a boundary around what Ellen is willing to let the past say.

She does not, however, destroy the sealed letter. Later she turns Christabel’s letter over and finds that she does not want to know what it contains. Whether its contents would be welcome or painful, reading it would turn the letter into an instrument of further distress. Ellen preserves it without opening it, distinguishing the object’s survival from access to its message. The withheld contents remain an active absence in the story: the letter exists, but Ellen declines to convert its uncertainty into knowledge.

The specimen box and its contents

Ellen places the sealed letter in a black japanned specimen box lined with glass and fitted with an oiled-silk pocket. Alongside it she puts the tied bundles of Randolph and Christabel’s love letters. She also adds the hair bracelet she has made from her and Randolph’s intertwined hair, and curls inside it a long blonde strand taken from Randolph’s watch. The box thus gathers two kinds of attachment: the correspondence that records the concealed relationship and the material tokens of Ellen and Randolph’s own marriage.

The objects do not resolve the competing claims on Randolph’s memory. Instead, their arrangement makes those claims coexist. The letters remain together, but concealed; Ellen’s hair is woven with Randolph’s, while Christabel’s letter and the blonde strand retain their separate associations. The specimen box, ordinarily a container for preserving objects, becomes a private archive whose preservation depends on burial rather than scholarly access or public reading.

Burial, duration, and future recovery

Ellen intends the papers and hair to have a duration beyond her own life, though not an unlimited one. She imagines a kind of partial eternity and considers the possibility that grave robbers may uncover the box. If the papers are recovered, she hopes that justice may eventually be done to Christabel, even though Ellen will not be there to see it. This hope gives the burial a future-facing purpose: secrecy protects the material in the present, while the possibility of discovery leaves open a later correction to the record.

That prospect remains deliberately unresolved. Ellen thinks she may one day write to Christabel and tell her something, but cannot yet determine what to say; one possible truth is that Randolph died peacefully. The papers’ burial postpones rather than completes that communication. The act therefore joins mourning to custodianship: Ellen makes a decision for the last days she shared with Randolph, preserves evidence she cannot bear to read, and entrusts the possibility of later understanding to time and whoever may eventually uncover the box.