gramophone record
NauseaThe gramophone record gives Antoine Roquentin an encounter with music that is at once materially vulnerable and seemingly beyond the world’s contingency. Its old ragtime exposes the difference between passing sounds and a composed form that can outlast each performance; at the same time, the record is a scratched, wearing object that can stop. Heard in a café and recalled in the Railwaymen's Rendezvous, it becomes a recurring point of comparison as Roquentin considers whether art can answer the shapelessness of existence.
The Record and Its Sound
Madeleine turns the crank, and Roquentin recognizes the melody from its first bars. The record is an old ragtime with a vocal refrain, the oldest in the collection, and it is designed for a sapphire needle. Roquentin remembers American soldiers whistling the tune in La Rochelle in 1917, although the recording itself is more recent than the song. Its identity thus joins several times: the song’s earlier life, its recorded reproduction, the soldiers’ past whistling, and the present act of listening.
Before the singer enters, the instrumental passage gives Roquentin a particular experience of musical time. He hears no continuous melody but a multitude of small shocks, ordered into a sequence that allows each note to appear and disappear without rest. He cannot preserve an individual note by stopping it: arrested in isolation, it would lose the force it had in the moving phrase. Listening demands that he accept, and even will, the notes’ deaths as part of the music’s progression.
The vocal refrain intensifies that experience. Roquentin anticipates the singer’s entrance as the destination toward which the preceding notes have been preparing; the voice seems not merely to follow them but to make their deaths meaningful. The sequence feels inevitable, yet the means that carry it are delicate: a broken spring or an interruption by Cousin Adolphe could stop the record. The song’s apparent firmness and the mechanism’s fragility coexist, making the music moving precisely because it can be interrupted.
Music Against Ordinary Time
The record’s first extended effect is not an escape into a happy past. Listening, Roquentin grows warm and briefly happy, but he distinguishes this small happiness from the music itself. The happiness spreads softly through ordinary time and already seems old as it begins. The melody, by contrast, cuts through that temporal drift with a sharply ordered duration. Its notes are fleeting, but their arrangement makes a bounded passage that seems to reject the loose, repetitive time around it.
When the refrain ends, Roquentin feels that something has happened. The singer’s voice and the completed musical sequence give duration a shape, unlike the unfilled time he finds impossible to hold together. That distinction later informs the novel’s contrast between mere existence and a finished artistic work: the record is a physical thing in the café, but the musical form is not exhausted by the object playing it.
A Worn Object and an Unreachable Form
At the Railwaymen's Rendezvous, the gramophone is playing when Roquentin feels a strong sense of adventure. He later tells Anny about the old ragtime and the strange happiness it gives him, and wonders whether something might be found or sought in that direction. Anny shows little interest in his account. The episode nevertheless marks the record as an experience he carries into his thinking about art, rather than as a pleasure confined to one café visit.
In the final café scene, Roquentin tests the relation between the record and the music more starkly. The disc can be removed or broken, but doing so would not reach the thing he hears in the melody. The record and its vibrations belong to the world of existing objects; the musical form seems to lie beyond them, disclosed through sound without being identical to any one sound. Roquentin gives this form a rigor that the surrounding things lack, not because the physical record is invulnerable, but because the melody is not reducible to the condition of the disc.
That separation becomes especially vivid when the needle makes an odd noise on the scratched record. The scratch belongs to the disc’s wear, but the melody seems untouched by it. Roquentin recognizes that the singer may be dead and that he himself is about to leave on a train, while the musical form remains young and firm in his hearing. The contrast does not repair the record or restore the singer; it distinguishes the transient materials and lives through which the song is heard from the repeatable composition that survives them.
Memory, Existence, and Artistic Possibility
The record’s recurrence makes it a counterpoint to Roquentin’s uncertain memories. When he tries to recover Meknes, images collapse into fragments, place-names, and stories whose details may be inventions. A faded photograph, labeled with Anny’s name and a date, fails to return the past as a living scene. He concludes that he constructs memories from his present self and cannot escape the present to rejoin what has passed. Against that deteriorating recollection, the record offers a sound that can be played again, although each performance still depends on a vulnerable object and a moment of listening.
The same tension informs his final reflection on writing. Roquentin imagines a man who wants to escape the ordinary world by living among paintings, books, and jazz, only to find himself in a bistro with a glass of warm beer. Art does not make the listener cease to exist or transport him bodily out of the café. Rather, the melody provides an example of form: a precise arrangement that can be heard through material sounds without being reducible to the surrounding objects. The scratched disc, the singer’s possibly ended life, and Roquentin’s departure sharpen rather than cancel that distinction.
As the record stops, the café returns to its ordinary bustle, while Roquentin thinks of the song’s composition and the American musician who once wrote it down. The scene connects the worn mechanism in front of him to the act of making a work that can be performed again. The record therefore does not promise a permanent refuge from existence. It makes artistic possibility concrete: a vulnerable object can carry a form that exceeds the particular moment of its playback, and that form gives Roquentin a way to imagine making something capable of enduring beyond the life that produces it.