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Southwark

Asylum

Southwark gives Stella and Edgar’s life on the run a precarious public setting. By night, they can walk beside the river and sit in crowded pubs like other people; by day, Stella discovers a cathedral that feels untouched by the violence she associates with their world. Yet their safety depends on remaining unnoticed, and Stella’s growing sense of normality is inseparable from her ability to romanticize what is happening.

Night walks and a fugitive routine

At first, Stella and Edgar venture out only after dark. They walk down to the river and look across the water toward the towers of Cannon Street and the dome of St. Paul’s. They avoid pubs initially, but feel secure enough in the dark streets to keep walking. If anyone approaches, they slip into a doorway or alley and embrace. Their desire makes these encounters thrilling and exposes them to risks they do not need to take; Stella is frightened by how readily even slight contact sets off their hunger for one another.

The nights also sharpen Stella’s uncertainty about the man beside her. While Edgar sleeps, she lies awake listening to trains rumble across the viaduct and tries to assemble an understanding of him from the fragments of their recent weeks. In Southwark, she sees him acting with an authority she had not known on the estate, and notices that Nick and the other men defer to him. The district is thus not merely a backdrop to their affair: it is where Stella watches Edgar’s changed position among his companions while remaining largely an observer herself.

Southwark Cathedral

During the day, when Edgar does not need her to model, Stella sometimes goes into the yard for air. She has become instinctively careful not to attract attention. Walking out onto Horsey Street and turning toward the river, she comes upon Southwark Cathedral, unexpectedly set at the end of a maze of narrow streets and alleys. Its presence interrupts the warehouse district’s obscurity with a place that Stella experiences as quiet and separate from violence.

Inside, she sees a tramp speaking wildly with a young churchman in a long black cassock, and a middle-aged man praying in a side chapel. She counts twenty saints in niches behind the altar and pauses at the tomb of the first English poet, whose effigy rests with clasped hands on three books, one titled Confessio Amantis. After this quiet hour she returns to Horsey Street refreshed. She keeps the visit to herself, suspecting that Edgar and Nick would have little interest in the cathedral so close to their lodgings.

Pubs, anonymity, and imagined normality

Eventually the three begin going to pubs at night. Stella or Nick buys the drinks while Edgar stays at their table in the darkest corner. In the rough, dim rooms, with bare floorboards and scuffed wooden paneling, the shabby artists attract little notice. They sit at the back with drinks and cigarettes, speaking quietly. For Stella, visits to the Southwark and the Globe bring a measure of ordinary life into their fugitive existence; she begins to glimpse a future.

That impression is strongest one Saturday in a large, crowded pub. Stella and Edgar sit together at the back, her hand held in his beneath the table. The smoky noise makes her feel at ease and included, in sharp contrast to the strangeness and nonbelonging she remembers from drawing rooms presided over by psychiatrists’ wives and mothers. When Edgar pushes through the crowd to the bar, she watches him with a quiet elation. The scene offers a fleeting sense of belonging, not proof that their danger has passed. Stella can romanticize every part of it, and Southwark’s welcoming public spaces become part of the future she imagines.