Camagüey
LongingCamagüey is the setting of a decisive episode in Thomas Merton’s spiritual development: during a visit to the Cuban town in the spring of 1940, he experienced God’s presence in a Franciscan church without seeing or otherwise sensing God. The episode makes the place important not as the site of a reported apparition, but as the setting where ordinary worship became, for Merton, an overwhelming and transforming apprehension of divine presence.
Setting and Sacred Space
Merton’s experience took place in a Franciscan church while Mass was being offered. Above the altar stood an image of St. Francis with raised arms, displaying the stigmata—the wounds of Christ in his hands and feet. The church’s visual arrangement gave the moment a specifically Christian setting, but the decisive experience did not come through seeing a supernatural figure.
A group of schoolchildren entered two by two and filled the first five or six rows. A Franciscan brother in a brown robe led them in a hymn, then in a Spanish recitation of the creed. The children’s participation and the sequence of familiar worship formed the immediate circumstances of Merton’s encounter; the account identifies no extraordinary change in the church itself.
Merton’s Experience
As the children began the creed, Merton felt an inward shock and became certain that God was present before him, between him and the altar. He described the knowledge as absolute, yet emphasized that he had not actually seen anything. The experience was therefore not a vision in the usual sensory sense: its force lay in certainty and apprehension, not in a visible manifestation.
Merton understood the moment as an apprehension of God’s essence and power, surrounded by saints contemplating and praising God. He did not credit it to an achievement or virtue of his own. Rather, he understood it as an act of divine kindness. In its intensity, the experience also exposed his sins to him more clearly, setting his awareness of himself against the mercy he believed he had received.
Place in the Book’s Account of Mysticism
The Camagüey episode illustrates the book’s distinction between mystical experience and extraordinary sensory phenomena. Its account of mysticism centers on a direct consciousness of God’s presence, which may occur without a vision or other sensory event. Merton’s certainty in the church fits that emphasis: what mattered was not what his senses reported, but the immediate reality he believed he apprehended.
The episode also brings together several characteristics the book associates with mystical experience. It presents a form of knowledge not reached by reasoning, describes the experience as unearned, and records an intensity that the account treats as a moment of encounter rather than a permanent state. Camagüey thus marks a specific instance of the book’s wider theme: a place of ordinary religious observance can become the setting for an experience that the person involved regards as unmistakably real, even when language and the senses cannot fully convey it.
Aftermath and Narrative Significance
Merton left the church with an overwhelming sense of mystery. On returning to New York, he and his friends went back to their cottage in Olean, but the mood was different from the previous summer: World War II now loomed, and the earlier atmosphere of carefree life had given way to greater somberness. The account does not present Camagüey as resolving Merton’s future; instead, it records an encounter that sharpened his awareness of both divine mercy and personal sin before the next stage of his life.
