Andy regains his mind-control ability and overcomes his dependence on Thorazine
FirestarterAndy McGee’s recovery of his mental-control ability and release from his dependence on Thorazine begin in the dark of his confinement at the Shop. With Charlie McGee separated from him and the doors locked by the power failure, an uncertain intuition that Charlie is in danger becomes the first sign that his lost ability may not be gone. A severe headache then leads him to recognize that he has pushed himself while asleep; when he realizes the pill no longer exerts its usual pull, the episode changes helplessness into a tentative prospect of action.
Confinement and the First Warning
During the power failure, Andy remains behind a locked door. He does not know that the failure has automatically locked the doors or that no one has come to get him out. For a time he is overwhelmed by panic and imagines the place burning, although the storm outside has cleared and late-afternoon sunlight is already fading. His fear, the dark, and his separation from Charlie define the crisis in which his recovery first becomes perceptible.
Charlie suddenly comes into Andy’s mind with unusual clarity. He takes this as a hunch that she is in danger, and its force matters because he has had no such intuition since the last day at Tashmore Pond. He remembers that he did not even have a clearer hunch on the day Victoria McGee was killed. The premonition does not establish what is happening to Charlie, but it restores a form of awareness that Andy believed he had lost along with his ability.
That connection remains uncertain. Andy wonders whether the return of the hunch means the push is still present, hidden rather than gone. He cannot test the thought: he is alone, confined, and has no one on whom to try the ability. He initially treats its return as no more attainable than a wish. At the same time, some deeper part of him seems to resist his conscious inclination to give in and cooperate with whatever is demanded of him. The possibility of resistance begins as a doubt, not a plan.
Recognition in the Dark
Andy wakes in nearly total darkness, unsure at first when sleep ended. He recalls reading about monkeys kept in environments that muffled their senses and understands why such deprivation could become unbearable. In the absence of ordinary sensory information, his headache is the one definite signal he can interpret. When he sits up, the pain is intense, then gradually recedes enough for him to think clearly.
At first he considers an ordinary explanation, such as having slept awkwardly. He then recognizes the headache as one associated with exerting the push. It is more severe than the headaches following the small nudges he had given businessmen and Mrs. Gurney, but not as severe as the one after using the ability on people at a turnpike rest stop. This comparison gives the pain meaning: it suggests not merely that Andy is unwell, but that he has performed an act of mental exertion.
He checks his face by touch and finds no numbness; when he smiles, both corners of his mouth rise as usual. Without light, he cannot inspect his eyes in a mirror for the sign he associates with pushing. The physical check therefore offers limited reassurance, while the headache supplies stronger evidence. He reaches the startling conclusion that he has pushed himself, apparently while asleep. The event is a recovery, but not a controlled or fully understood one: Andy cannot say why the ability disappeared, why it returned, or precisely what brought it back.
Thorazine and a Changed Sense of Self
Andy’s next realization concerns the pill he expects to need. The thought of taking Thorazine no longer produces a craving. Instead, the idea feels emotionally neutral, and apart from the headache he feels relatively well. He compares the pain with the worse headache he experienced at the Albany airport, reinforcing that the present discomfort is not, by itself, evidence that the drug is necessary. His dependence has not been overcome through a deliberate treatment plan; in this episode, he discovers that its familiar urgency has vanished.
The loss of craving and the return of the push arrive together, changing how Andy understands both his ability and his vulnerability. For the first time, he is frightened by his own talent and recognizes how little he understands about its limits. He considers several possible causes: fear in the dark, the sudden conviction that Charlie was threatened, self-reproach at having forgotten her, or the blow to his head when he fell. These are possibilities he tests in thought, not established explanations. What he knows is narrower and more consequential: he has pushed himself, and the thought of Thorazine no longer compels him.
Andy asks himself whether he is free of the drug and whether that state can last. The episode answers the first question in the immediate moment, not the second. That distinction keeps the recovery provisional. He is no longer ruled by the craving he expected, but he does not yet know whether he can remain free of it or what the returned ability will demand of him.
From Discovery to a Possible Plan
The change gives Andy a new way to imagine helping Charlie. He wonders whether the same ability could be used on another person while he is awake, particularly Herman Pynchot, who might know what has happened to Charlie. He also considers whether Pynchot could be made to reveal that information and whether Charlie could be brought out. These are questions and possibilities, not actions already carried out; the evidence does not show Andy testing the push on Pynchot during this episode.
For the first time in months, Andy feels hopeful and capable of action. He begins working through fragments of a plan, accepting some possibilities and rejecting others. One condition becomes central: the Shop must continue to believe both that he is still drugged and that he cannot use his mental-control ability. His recovery therefore creates an immediate need for concealment. What might give him a chance against the people holding Charlie must remain hidden from them.
The lights return while Andy is still considering what to do. The television resumes, and he remembers that the facility’s electric eyes may be watching again or soon will be. The blackout has offered a brief interval of isolation in which he could recognize the change, but the return of power also restores the possibility of observation. The episode ends not with escape or reunion, but with Andy newly alert to his capacity, his daughter’s possible danger, and the need to keep both his recovery and his intentions concealed.