Sandra Cross's Sexual Awakening

Rage

Sandra Cross's journey from innocence to sexual experience and self-discovery.

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The Good Girl ImageThe Good Girl Image from "Rage". The White Panties The Perfect Pair Charlie recalls seeing Sandra's white panties at a school dance.
The White Panties The Perfect Pair Charlie recalls seeing Sandra's white panties at a school dance. She is the quintessential "Nice Girl." She loses buttons and seems innocent. The Student Council Sandra is on the Student Council but finds it dull. She feels empty and fake, like a sheet on the line. The Search for Reality Sandra yearns for something real. She feels that her life is a performance, and she wants to break free.
First Sexual Experience with TedFirst Sexual Experience with Ted from "Rage". The Rollerdrome Date The Fight Ted takes Sandra to the Rollerdrome. A fight breaks out, and Ted assaults another boy. Sandra is both frightened and excited.
The Rollerdrome Date The Fight Ted takes Sandra to the Rollerdrome. A fight breaks out, and Ted assaults another boy. Sandra is both frightened and excited. The Back Seat After the fight, Ted drives Sandra to a gravel pit and they have sex. Sandra feels it was "nice" but not particularly meaningful. She doesn't get pregnant. The Aftermath Ted apologizes and offers to marry her if she is pregnant. Sandra feels detached. The experience does not fulfill her.
Casual Sex with a StrangerCasual Sex with a Stranger from "Rage". The Search for Authenticity The Rollerdrome Again Sandra goes back to the Rollerdrome and lets a stranger pick her up.
The Search for Authenticity The Rollerdrome Again Sandra goes back to the Rollerdrome and lets a stranger pick her up. She wears a short skirt and a thin blouse. She is excited by the danger. The Back Seat Again In the stranger's car, she feels alive. She has an orgasm, but the man accuses her of doing it on purpose. She feels a sense of reality. The Aftermath Sandra reflects that this experience was more real than her time with Ted. She feels empty but also liberated.
Confession in the ClassroomConfession in the Classroom from "Rage". The Revelation The Story Told Sandra tells the class about her sexual experiences. She speaks calmly and without shame. The class listens in stunned silence.
The Revelation The Story Told Sandra tells the class about her sexual experiences. She speaks calmly and without shame. The class listens in stunned silence. The Impact Her confession humiliates Ted and shifts the class's sympathy. Charlie feels a mix of jealousy and admiration. Sandra's honesty is a form of liberation. The Aftermath After the crisis, Sandra decides not to go to college. She writes to Joe McKennedy and asks him to say hi to Charlie. She is waiting for something to happen.
Before the hostage crisis
April, before the hostage crisis
After the encounter with Ted, before the hostage crisis
Late morning, during the hostage crisis