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Quilbasazos

Vineland

Quilbasazos is the remote Mexican fishing village where DL and Frenesi find a temporary pause in their flight south—and where a rare chance to rest gives way to a rupture neither woman can undo. The village shelters them from pursuit and the demands of their former collective, but it does not resolve what has divided them. In DL’s later account, their stay ends with a border crossing, a roadside departure, and the loss of their companionship.

Setting and Arrival

After reuniting with Howie and Sledge Poteet, DL resumes the journey south with Frenesi. She drops the two men at the University Avenue exit and continues with Frenesi, who can manage little more than monosyllables. They cross into Mexico and reach Quilbasazos, a fishing village still outside the tourist fashion, a few steep miles from the coastal highway. The remoteness makes the place a detour from the main route as well as a temporary shelter.

By then, the women have exchanged their jeep for a Camaro of uncertain age and color. They disguise themselves as best they can with scarves around their heads and observe the speed limits scrupulously. The change of vehicle and appearance is practical concealment, not a new beginning: they are still moving under pressure, and Frenesi’s near-silence follows them into the village.

They sleep in a dilapidated inn on the outskirts and wake at dusk. Across from it, a tavern sends out marimba music and the smells of fried garlic, roast meat, and polenta. Frenesi briefly returns to herself with a faint smile; at that moment, both women are hungry. The small recovery is bodily and immediate, a response to food and rest rather than evidence that their deeper conflict has passed.

A Pause in the Village

Leaving a courtyard crowded with hanging flowers and caged birds, DL and Frenesi walk through the village as daylight drains from its surfaces. Their shadows stretch across the dusk-colored streets, while music reaches them from radios, accordions, jukeboxes, and guitars. News sellers dart in and out of cafés and taverns, repeatedly calling out the news from the capital; the surf keeps a separate rhythm nearby. The village offers many sounds and routes through its narrow streets, but the women follow the food’s scent toward the harbor.

At an outdoor restaurant they eat a garlic-, cumin-, oregano-, and chili-seasoned fish soup made from the day’s catch, using their hands and tortillas, then have rice and beans and drink beer. They finish with pineapple dusted with cinnamon. When the proprietor warns them about the approaching storm and begins covering the tables with plastic, they move inside, order coffee, and sit in a corner as summer rain breaks outside. For the first time in an uncertain while, they can relax and talk without schedules, Red Squads, fugitives, special requests, or work interrupting them. The meal and the shelter create a brief interval in which conversation becomes possible.

That talk also reconnects them to the scattered members of their former collective. They cautiously exchange news: Krishna has followed a voice she believed was calling her name into an unexplored darkness; Mirage, left traumatically mute, has returned to Arkansas after giving away her astronomy books and related materials; and Zipi and Ditzah have loudly joined an Oregon commune devoted to explosives. The reports sketch people departing in different directions rather than a group capable of gathering itself back together. Against that dispersal, DL and Frenesi’s conversation turns toward their own damaged bond.

Conversation and Separation

As the talk grows heated, the women’s hands repeatedly reach across the table almost to touch, then withdraw. Frenesi chain-smokes; DL tries not to show how offended and hurt she feels as each new detail presses them closer to a decision. The growing strain makes the restaurant impossible to remain in, and they go back out through the thinning rain, following the neon sign toward their inn. They stay awake for the rest of the night, crying separately and together, pleading, demanding, exchanging insults, repeating themselves, and sometimes deliberately misunderstanding one another. The scene turns the possibility of frank conversation into an accumulating series of failed approaches.

During this painful reckoning, Frenesi recounts the drugs and procedures used to subdue her: escalating doses of Stelazine and Thorazine, first given intravenously and then by mouth, followed by injections and suppositories when she learned to spit out the pills or vomit medication mixed into food. She describes evading the drugs at first and then becoming attached to the ritual of their administration. Her account makes the night’s intimacy sharply uncomfortable: disclosure brings the women closer to the history of Frenesi’s suffering without repairing the harm between them.

The Place in Retrospect

In DL’s recollection, they remain in Quilbasazos for another day and night, but the stay comes to little beyond what she characterizes as human misery. They cross back over the border at Nogales, and DL drops Frenesi at the highway exit for Las Suegras. She says she never sees Frenesi again. Thus Quilbasazos is not the location of their final departure, but the last extended stop in a journey that ends with DL leaving her friend beside the road.

Prairie Wheeler later adds a different piece of family history: according to her father, Las Suegras is where her parents first met, while the Corvairs were performing at Phil’s Cottonwood Oasis, and it was love at first sight. DL responds that beginnings like that happen almost always, more sadly than scornfully. The juxtaposition gives the route a second meaning: the place associated with the women’s separation lies near the place associated with Frenesi and Zoyd Wheeler’s beginning. Quilbasazos remains the interval between those accounts, remembered for a refuge that could shelter two women for a few days but could not keep their relationship intact.