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Santa Monica Pier

Blonde

Santa Monica Pier is the setting for a brief encounter that shifts from a public amusement ride to an uneasy meditation on missing children and violence. A Ferris-wheel gondola, a child’s hand, and the memory of a stuffed tiger connect the woman’s present encounter to a disappearance that remains unresolved.

Arrival at the Pier

Hours before the remembered reflection on murder, a woman had arrived by car at Santa Monica Pier. She wore a chiffon dress and had bare legs. The account places her on the Ferris wheel, where she bought a reduced-price ticket as well as her own and invited a little girl to join her. The child’s parents, uncertain whether the woman was who she appeared to be in a place full of blondes, nevertheless let the girl go with her.

The Ferris-Wheel Encounter

Once the gondola was aloft, the woman swung it more than the parents expected. The child reacted excitedly, while the parents were shaken by what they had witnessed and the ride operator was annoyed. The woman told the parents they could visit her whenever they wished, then gave the operator a twenty-dollar bill; his anger subsided. The narration explicitly rejects the suggestion that she was drunk and notes that no one had been hurt, even as the exchange leaves the encounter marked by the gap between the woman’s casual reassurance and the alarm she had caused.

A Child’s Hand and a Missing Girl

The little girl remained calm and smiling, clinging to the woman’s hand as if she did not want to let go. That gesture recalled another child who had once held the same hand: Irina, who disappeared along with a stuffed tiger made for her by the passage’s speaker. The pier’s moment of temporary closeness thus becomes inseparable from an earlier loss for which the account offers no resolution.

The Pier as a Threshold of Fear

From the memory of Irina, the narration turns to a recent murder reported in the newspapers: a seventeen-year-old described as a red-haired model. It also alludes to other murders in Los Angeles County and to victims buried shallowly enough that rain could wash away the sandy soil covering them. The account does not establish a connection between these crimes and Irina’s disappearance; instead, the shift shows how one missing child’s memory makes public reports of violence newly threatening. Santa Monica Pier remains a place of rides and chance encounters, but in this passage its brief scene of apparent trust opens onto a wider, unresolved fear.