Clamence's Discovery of Duplicity

Through his memories, Clamence uncovers the fundamental duplicity of his character. He realizes that his modesty was a way to shine, his humility a means to conquer, and his virtue a tool for oppression. He acknowledges that he excelled in scorn, even towards those he helped. He admits he never believed in the seriousness of human affairs, treating life as a game. This self-knowledge, however, does not lead to reform but to a deeper crisis, as he feels the judgment of others and the weight of his own guilt.