
during a trip after his debauchery
The Black Speck on the Ocean
While on an ocean liner, Clamence sees a black speck on the water and immediately thinks of a drowning person. His heart races, and he realizes that the cry from the Pont Royal has never ceased; it has followed him across the world. This moment forces him to accept that he is not cured and that he must confront his guilt. He understands that he is cornered and must live in the 'little-ease,' a state of constant, inescapable self-judgment.